Parce qu'on a tous nos fantômes qui hantent nos esprits, èrent dans le couloir sombre de nos mémoires. Le mien s'accroche depuis plus d'un an grignotant chaque morceau de tranquilité qui s'offre à moi pour ne faire qu'un tas de miettes qui s'envolent après chacun de mes souffles pleins de sanglots.

Je m'inquiète, m'angoisse de finir seul. Parce que j'ai tellement de choses a dire que ma langue ne dira pas, de choses a faire que mes mains ne feront pas et d'illusions a ressentir que mon esprit ne fabriquera sans doute plus. Parce que je sais comment cela fini dans les films et comment cela fini pour de vrai. Puisque je n'ai jamais cru en Dieu et que je sais qu'une fois les yeux fermés on ne peut voir de lumière.

J'ai ouvert mon passé encore une fois cette nuit, j'ai touché mes douleurs cachées sous des dunes. Parce qu'on ne guerit pas toujours de ses blessures, la mienne restera la plus belle qui soit sans jamais qu'elle sache tout ça ni que je comprenne pourquoi.

Je voudrais être fou, pour justifier ce texte. Schizophrène pour avoir l'illusion d'une relation. Tout simplement dingue pour que je puisse m'endormir le sourire aux lèvres.
 

She loves him more
He loves her more,
Seems like they won't ever let each other go,
Laughing and kissing it's a match made in heaven
Behind the rings on their fingers
Imprints the ink deep in the inner
That has stained their souls together now
Stained soul mates forever now
Seems like they've made it to the other side where the grass is greener
And the sky is always blue
And it goes on forever and ever but there is only room for two
Deep at night I'm awakened from my dreams,
Next door, yelling cries mercy she is begging please
"Don't end my life you're all I need and darling I will never leave"
And then she prayed on her knees, she said

"Save him, save him from the hand he that beats me on"

Dark clouds cover her paradise,
She covers her eyes and hides behind enemy lines,
And she walks through the night with her child in her arms
She's thrown back hostage
See twenty years ago when she was just ten years old
Lost in imagination she was left alone
And pops had nothing to let his anger on oh he beat her cold
She used to pray on her knees, she said

"Save him, save him from the hand he that beats me on"

Deep at night I'm awakened from my dreams,
Next door - yelling cries mercy she's begging please,-
"Get up, get up", he brings her to her feet,
And smacks her down till she falls to the ground
And over and over again,
He brings her to her feet till she can no longer stand -
And still the beating never ends
On and on and on it goes
Until he brings out a gun
And says to her "stop crying and bring me my son"
She cries harder and harder
He cries harder and harder
She says "baby please don't do this"
Two shots to her chest
And a blow to his own head
She quickly loses breath and blood rushes to their bed and baby cries his eyes out

Save him, save him from the hand he that beats me on.

She loves him more
He loves her more,
Seems like they won't ever let each other go,
Laughing and kissing it's a match made in heaven